It is so
long since I have written! How much time do we have to read everybody’s blogs
these days? If we have two minutes we read their Facebook entries if we have
one minute we follow people on Twitter, but a blog – that’s too much information!
Being very verbal in my conversation I can never
limit myself for Facebook and really don’t share my heart then, just snippets
of meaningless information that keep people at a distance. I am going to try to
do little and often on my blog then at least all our valuable family and
friends will be more aware of what we are up to on a regular basis.
I stopped
blogging as I was so down about ‘life’. The world looked a mess, our life
looked a disaster, and friends’ lives looked turbulent; what is the point of it
all?
A whole year has passed since those dark days but I
thank God I have been through this year as it has changed me completely. Any
trial can be used for our good if we determine we are going to learn all we can
from it. I am sure God’s ideal is that we should learn everything from His Word
but sometimes we learn faster when our back is against the wall!
During
the year I was challenged so much on how much I bothered to DO the Word, or did
I just read it to tick the box. Most of what I was doing was to make me feel
better and nothing to do with how God felt about what I did! The biggest
challenge was what was I doing behind closed doors? What was going on in my
head and coming out of my mouth?
The
answer was nothing new, I knew it all along but I had to make His choices and DO
the Word, so that meant ‘count it nothing but joy when you fall into all sorts
of trials’ James 1:2. ‘Always
rejoice, constantly pray, in everything give thanks’ 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18
Now we
are having a wonderfully exciting journey, a whole new season, aware of the Holy Spirit’s
presence with us everyday. I do need Jesus so much, and at my age I have become
aware time is running out!
Wow I am on my way to heaven and I am going to cram
all I can into however many days I have got left! However tough my days may be
I thank Him I am growing more like Jesus, which is the Father’s aim because He
loves me so much. Look up Galatians 4:19.
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